Below are the most recent 11 friends' journal entries.

Sunday, December 20th, 2009
samwise_fox	2:22a	Just curious... I was just finding myself wondering... Does anyone use my LJ to actually find out about my life? I guess, I'm asking if anyone is still interested in hearing about the exploits of this little monochrome dog, hehe. It's not that I'm losing interest in writing, but more that I don't get up the gumption to write as often as I'd like to, if I knew someone out there WANTED to see more I might find it easier to get to writing. Just a thought, thanks for humoring me :D (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 17th, 2009
quatres_star	6:59p	I tried to be friendly in Second Life today and hang out in a club. It didn't work out. Mainly due to my own incredibly shy nature and my propensity for burying my head in the sand at new situations. Also because the background in the club was distracting and also because every time I zoomed out I got a face full of a guy pole dancing with his shirt hitched up. QuatresStar (6:37:05 PM): you know what's sad in that club? the lone stripper in the corner. still going on that pole dance but ain't nobody watchin Cheshire Fennec (6:37:28 PM): XD Like.. Alyva.gNjegW? I forgot his name Cheshire Fennec (6:37:30 PM): The white fox Cheshire Fennec (6:37:35 PM): Nipples, if you will QuatresStar (6:38:30 PM): unfortunately *I* look like I'm watching Nipples Cheshire Fennec (6:38:40 PM): That place is seriously like.. escort central. they specialize in escorts, and everyone strips. QuatresStar (6:38:41 PM): even though my camera is focsed on me Cheshire Fennec (6:38:46 PM): Lmao XD NIPPLES THE FOX QuatresStar (6:39:04 PM): I'm gonna have to try very hard to not call him that Cheshire Fennec (6:39:13 PM): He'd probably like it. XD Cheshire Fennec (6:39:23 PM): I think he likes guys though QuatresStar (6:39:28 PM): "Hey" "Hey how you doin Nipples" "What" "NOTHING" QuatresStar (6:55:50 PM): I WISH NIPPLES WOULD GET OFF THE POLE (Comment on this)
heartwood	4:28p	PARTY REMINDER! December 31st New Years Eve Soiree Celebration! December 31st 2009 New Years Eve @ My Place 6:00 PM BYOB: Please Donate Beer, Wine, or Liquor *CHAMPAGNE* *Feel Free to bring a cool friend or two, Carpool Please.* Age 21 & up only, exceptions will be made on a case by case basis. *NO UNDERAGE DRINKING* For information or directions: Please call or Txt me at (407) 374-WINE I'll call or msg you as soon as possible. Comments will be screened. *The party theme is a relaxed, laid back, & chill evening* Please behave accordingly. Roughhousing, inappropriate childish behavior, or damage to my home or furniture will not be tolerated. Please do not arrive without something to share with the party, your contributions will be greatly appreciated by all. ♥♥♥ New Years Eve come out and socialize in style at HeartWood's Please RSVP (Comment on this)
quatres_star	3:31a	( I made my own nightmare fuel on accident ) Muzz and I find out Orihime got Mary-Sued in Bleach. Star: what did they do to you Orihime Muzz: SERIOUSLY Muzz: SHE HAS THE POWER OF ADAM SAVAGE Star: LMFAO Muzz: SHE REJECTS THEIR REALITY AND SUBSTITUTES HER OWN (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
quatres_star	8:50p	( Another Christmas gift; this one mainly for myself, Sabin, Muzz and OE ) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 15th, 2009
wolfpac	6:16p	Need Animal Control Staff for FWA 2010 -- Wana Help? If you would like to join the Animal Control Team for FWA (guest services aka security) we need you! We are looking for reliable, dependable people that arent afraid to put in 6-8hrs a day. If you are at all interested, please contact myself at wolfpac@gmail.com or Crenn at crenntive@gmail.com Current Mood: busy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 13th, 2009
quatres_star	4:08p	( Second Life screencaps. ) ( Second Life screencaps that will fuel your nightmares ) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 11th, 2009
quatres_star	5:46p	( Darker Than BLACK II episode 10 spoilers ) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 10th, 2009
wolfpac	12:22a	Long overdue post and confession Well, most of you on my list know that things in my life have not been easy or fun in the past year. 2009 is one of the years that honestly I wish I could redo and handle things a lot differently. It is not all negative, but most of it is. I have made new friends, had some fun, and experienced things that I would never take back. But with all that there was a lot of moments where I would have liked to take an eraser to the words of my life and see them gone forever. Friends and friendships lost, trust broken, lies told - those are just some of the wonderful things that have perplexed me over the past 12 months. Now, I am not all pushing this on furry. Although a good 90% of this is directed at the fandom, there is the stress of real life that most people forget exist. I have to say thank you to all the people that did stick thru all of this bullshit that has gone on and never let others make them pass judgment on something. There are some people that will forever be dead in my eyes ( and I know that I said I'm not like that, but these are special cases). I don't need to name them here, because they know who they are and obviously not on my friends list. Life is hard enough as it is to have petty drama and stupid bullshit brought into it. I can not stand when someone else will put another down, and bring all the blemishes of that person to light just for self-gratification. That is one of the things that pisses me off the most. Yes, I admit - I have been guilty of this before too, but I have made a whole-hearted attempt to fix that. Now is the time of year when people get together and celebrate the holidays and spend time with friends, family and loved ones. Well, sadly as of late, I dont feel the love anymore. Yes, I have been laying low - mainly because of work and the overtime associcated with that. But I am beginning to see who my real friends aren't again. So, Im asking this as friend to see if people are actually interested in me, enough to hang out with me and get to know me and just have fun. Or, if its because they are hoping that I might do a random act of kindness and buy dinner, or hope i feel bad for someone and lend them money. All my life I have been used for being the nice person and always caring. In 2010, that will change. I can say that I haven't felt as alone, lost, discarded, dumped, forgotten, etc.. in years. It seems like when I made a life change to move on with my life and take charge of a very bad situation, that I am now an exile. Part of that is my own doing from being put off by all of this and wanting to be alone sometimes. But, I have seen people change and people just show true colors. Is it because I'm getting older? Is it because I'm not popular enough to want to be associated with? Is it because I am not a skinny little twig that everyone wants to be with? I would really like to know these things so I can either make a change for myself, or toss people away. I'm sure some of you out there reading this wouldn't know what any of this feels like. But for those of you that do feel the loneliness, the sadness and the frustration - I know what its like. I just wish people could be honest and tell me... Going thru life alone is not one of my goals. Yes, I have been trying hard as of late to get a date and maybe see where things go. Yes, I have to work extra hard because everyone goes on what they see on the outside, or what they hear from another random person. This is also a sore point with me. I just do not fathom how people can not make decisions for themselves. I get the submissive thing, but how can you honestly get thru life being led around on a leash all the time? I'm not asking for pity, I'm not asking for anything. I'm just spilling what I have wanted to say for months now. I am mainly tired of people that say they are my friends being Fair-Weather friends and only there when it best benefits them. I deserve better than that, I deserve to be treated as a person. So for those of you that have an opinion, please share. For those of you that think your better than everyone else, please feel free to remove your friendship from me and I will know for sure. All I want in life is to be happy. Is that too much to fucking ask for? NO! But, with all these set-backs and hold-ups I am still managing to move on with my life and continue to try. It gets harder and harder each time, but I am not going anywhere. You will not rule my life, I will! Yes, I am still going to be my romantic charming self, but only to those that deserve it. Yes I will still try to find a good person to spend my life with and hope that he doesn't run off because of some false bullshit rumor that a coward has told them because they need to look better. I would like feedback and input on this rant and confession. I want to know who really cares and who doesn't give a flying fuck. Current Mood: blank (34 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 8th, 2009
greyias	4:30p	Unicorn? What the...? While trawling through my drafts folder, desperately searching for something or another... I come across this. Leesa, I only have the vaguest memory of this, but somehow... I think this is your fault. Actually, the more I think about it, I'm really sure you're responsible for it. *g* ( Never Piss Off a Unicorn ) (14 Comments |Comment on this)
greyias	12:47p	A quick hello and that wishlist thing you've been seeing Hello LJ-verse! Sorry to have been so quiet as of late. Been really tied up with buying a house/moving, so whatever free time I've had, has usually been spent with a vacant stare and a mind trying to figure out what I've forgotten. I think my upcoming New Year's resolution might be "do less ostrich impressions", or something of the like. I've talked to some of you in quasi-recent memory, but how's everyone else doing? And also, because I'm a multi-tasker like that, I'm posting this now. Possibly because an anonymouse has been giving me not-so-subtle hints to post one of these for a few weeks now. ( 2009 Spacemas Wishlist ) (7 Comments |Comment on this)